mother's day

this mother's day was a little cray cray because i had a six day old... who really wanted to celebrate me! it did make mother's day feel extra mother-ie this year... having it so very close to an actual baby delivery and becoming a mother, again! i love it. how lucky am i that beckett and heath are mine? the luckiest. really, truly. 

beckett had a mother's day event on the 8th at preschool and i really thought i wasn't going to make it and i was having major anxiety about it because i just imagined all the other mothers being there and beckett not having his mom because she was off being a mom to someone else and my crazy, hormonal self was really distraught over it. so i went. and matt and yiayia had to sit in the parking lot with heath because you just can not expose a 3 day old to a bunch of preschoolers! and let me tell you... thank god i was there! i'm lying. beckett hardly knew what was going on and really only cared about the sugar cookies he had decorated and would have been completely fine if somebody else had gone in my place. oh well. in my heart of hearts, i'm still glad i was there. even though all the other moms thought i was a full on lunatic for coming.

on actual mother's day we just relaxed and matt made me (and his mom!) a delicious breakfast of all my favorite things and it was a nice day. only a tiny bit of sadness happened because yiayia left and we knew we would miss her the most.