beckett is four!

it's true folks! we have a four year old!!! might as well be a teenager. i'll just start packing up his room because i'm pretty sure he's leaving for college tomorrow. maybe that's a touch dramatic. it is honestly crazy business how much we love this sweet little boy. before you have a baby... the idea of being responsible for another human being seems scary and overwhelming and frankly like maybe it won't be worth it. then you have a baby anyway and you meet him and he starts to grow up and is this unique, ridiculous little person and you just can't believe you ever questioned the idea of having children. truly, a beckett free world, is no place i want to be. happy birthday beckett kol, we love you something fierce!